It came to that again. It always seems to be bugging me. And somehow i almost decided to end things as it is, just because.

Andrew, are you asleep yet ? Nope not as yet
Andrew, can we talk ? Of course we can


Speed dial, 2 .

Hello ?

Ringing you up, reminds me of things.


You're joking arent you ?
I wish i was but i dont think that i am

You remember me as a girl your classmate was dating back then.
As that girl who always ran to you for advice and help;
The friend who asked you out at the most atrocious of hours;
The crush whose window closed shut some 4 years back;

Do you think i'm being unfair ?
Yes, yes you are, i thought you already answered those questions before you agreed
But just not that, i guess.

You were a skerry i clung onto whenever things got messy;
The help to patch up every fight i had with him;
The laughter that never fails to cheer me up;
The crush i never knew i had until you were gone

But it's not a fling. Just what if...
It's always the what ifs, isnt it ?
Perhaps.


What i would give to go back and love you once again.


Then again, maybe not. (: